My mother thinks I'm crazy

I hate when they think you wanna talk to them! Its like NO! Leave me the fruck alone!!!
But I do understand kinda why your mum has issues with you, but its horrible and unfair that you suffer for something that wasn't your fault

Yeah, I completely understand why she has problems with me. But it's more than just not liking me. It's like I'm her slave. Seriously. And... I dunno. She seriously thinks she owns me or something. Like everything I do is wrong, even when I'm taking care of her kids. If I ask her if she can go to the store or something to get a pizza for me to cook for the kids or whatever, she will not do it. In order for her to do something for me, I have to like go way above my usual duties. She doesn't even realize how much I do either. But whenever I'm gone for more than a day, the house is a wreck, the kids are fighting, there's no food, etc. It's beyond issues. She's just not a mother to specifically me, but all the kids too. It makes me really mad.

thats horrible, Soph *hugs*

It's okay. I have HQ for my happy pills.

I have to say I had the best dad in the world! He was like my best friend and I miss him very much every day

And I am also sorry for all of your family problems. I have just really small probs with my mom cause of her being little bit annoying. My bro had alcohol problems 10 years ago and we hadsn't contact at all. Since our dad died, he changed totally. Now we have communications and really have bro/ sis relationships which is great. All your stories are sad which makes me to realize how happy I am with the family I have now I wish I could help somehow, at least I can listen and maybe share some advices. But I really feel sorry for you.

The same time I am happy you have Twilight and we have each other. I think that helps very much already

Twilight does help! It's really nice that I can always have a good time on here. Even when I'm fighting with Tenny.

Twilight was my escape this year, which has been one of the hardest years of my life. But Twilight got me through - I think thats why I got so obsessed with it in the first place. It was my escape. My sanity.
And you guys are my happiness now You keep me smiling and giggling and I love you all soo much!

I know, Ally! I'm the same way. Like this is my social life. And I love it! You're all so amazing.

Group hug

With you I feel like myself. I feel free.

YAY! Freedom and craziness is the best.

Freedom and Craziness are the best things ever! Next to the HQ!!! WOOOOOOOT to us!!

YAY FOR US!

we rock!!!

Yup. The others who don't like Edward/Twilight don't know what they're missing out on. I bet even they would think this is fun though.

they would have to!! This is clearly fun! Mega awesome fun!

Yes! Anybody sane would be laughing so hard right now. My jaw hurts from smiling and giggling.

exactly!!! I'm in physical pain from laughing so much!!!

And now I'm pissed off!!!
One of my best mates said that from fair away, Rob could look like a Jonas brother!!!!
Oh he's dead!
Really dead!

WHAT! Now I'm pissed, Ally! Lol!

But I kept snickering about the vibrator thing. Ooh, the comments I could make. But Tenny's already about to kill me. I came on here and immediately saw she'd been on. My first thought was "Oh, shit! I'm dead." Lmao.

hahaha yeah, you are dead, at least then no-one will think you are crazy! LOL! But when you said that vibrator thing all i thought about was having sex with a vibrating Jacob, so it was a good visual, but still totally mean and makes me want to kick your donkey-butt even more....need money! LMAO!

Haha. Oh well. maybe I'm just suicidal. Why not go down with a smile?

With parents like these, it's no wonder pharmaceutical companies are making a killing on anti-depressants.

Lol. Anti depressants aren't that great. And anyway, I'm only suicidal because picking on TenTen is fun. Even though I'm still waiting for her to come kill me. I'm looking out for the black Volkswagen Rabbit. Totally ready for her.

LOLOL Soph!!

I know, I totally went werewolf at my friend. I made him take it back word for word. He thought I was joking at first! But I think I scared him a little in the end so he just took it back and apologised!

Lol, Ally! Good for you!

I'm at the library right now, editing my Chapter Seventeen of my NM story. Fun, fun. And listening to sad songs. I'm in a weird mood today. Not really sure if I should laugh or cry or both at the same time. This is what happens when I get really stressed out.

awww babes. If I was you, I'd do both and let it all out.