I'm a little proud of myself

So last night, I started writing songs for my novel. I can't go into details about the plot, but it's about this girl who spends the entire summer with her two best friends in London. The guy she meets is a musician. Like twelve chapters later, he writes her a song. So with almost no musical training, I actually wrote four songs last night. They turned out a lot better than I thought they would. There's one called "Don't Leave" and another called "Couldn't Love You More". And then there's a personal story I put in there with a song I wrote about my relationship with my parents called "Mommy, Daddy". And then the last one is called "Prayer for Justin", written for my cousin actually who will have a character in the book probably later on. I'm so proud of myself too! I took piano when I was like eight and quit after a few years. Now I'm so mad that I quit. I wanna play again!

But I got the four songs and I would totally DIE if a sexy guy based off Rob sung me "Don't Leave" or "Couldn't Love You More"! OME! Lol. But "Couldn't Love You More" is kind of good for NM too, which I didn't realize until after. But there's a line that says "If God's power was my own, I'd relive the times when my voice has been careless". I was crying so hard. Lol. I'm amazed that I did that well. But now I need to finish up on iTunes and get to the part where he sings it for her! I'm SO excited. This is like a total Robbing moment. I'm shaking, grinning, about to scream. I wish some guy would sing that for me!

Congrats Soph, you are so talented, that is fawesome. I sure do hope your novel gets published, i think it sound pretty interesting from little things you have said here and there. LOL.

ill buy it when it gets published sophie! and you have to sign it for me!! (positive thinking lol!)

Everybody on HQ gets a free signed copy, Mary. I just finished Chapter Ten. I'm so freaking excited because that's the first chapter where she realizes she loves him. Awwwww! Lol. And I used "Mommy, Daddy" in that concert because they had this deal from the day they met since they both had music in common. I got on here to stretch my hand a little bit and make sure I don't get TOO far behind because this time of night is usually pretty active on here. Lol. Then Chapter Eleven! "Couldn't Love You More" is sung at the end of June, I believe. So that's a while away. But "Don't Leave" is played when HE realizes he loves HER. So that's coming up. YAY! I'm so excited.

I typed up Chapter One last night and like I'm just bursting with excitement. I really wanna get published. I've tried to write books a dozen times and more and they always turned out weird. This time, I finally have it right. I'm sure my mom will probably die when she hears that I wrote a novel, lol. It's already like 200 pages though, so... No, she thinks I'm the underachiever of the world. Which is true with some things, but whatever. My goal is to finish it by the end of July if possible. And I started this specific version on June 6th. Ten chapters in ten days, so that's really good!

Oh, and Tenny, you have no idea how hard I laughed reading your reply. The guy in my novel is based of Rob! WOOT! Hair, eyes, everything. I hope it's not too much vomit material for you.

That would be so cool if you got published! Wooo! We would know someone famous! LOL!

And hey, Soph, i never said i would like the guy based off Rob, LMAO! I just think it will be an interesting story, but seeing as it is a love story i sure do hope there is a twist. LMAO!

hahahaha if you get published you should probably call oprah and pull some strings, to get us on the show! rofl!

There is! And I put it in there just for you actually. I seriously have been thinking about you the entire time, my dear.

LOL, Mary! I will so do that!

Sounds cool babes, i will cross my fingers you get published.

And Mary, LOL, yeah, when Soph becomes rich and famous for her novel we will all be - no we had her first, back off fanboys and girls! LMAO! Then we can meet on Oprah since she wont write back to me! LOL!

Lol. Are you gonna go get trampled trying to get to my signing? Don't do that! We can find another way to meet each other without any injuries or hospital bills!

hhahaha thats just a last resort sophie! i think the absolute best way for us to meet would be to surprise someone lmao! like we just showed up at someones job one day and waited for them to recognize us! lmao! cause not gonna lie. if i bumped into one of you guys i wouldnt think it was you. i would totally be like... wow! that person looked EXACTLY like _______. lmao. that probably made no sense. im tired though! i got an excuse lol.

Lol, Mary! Well, if I decided to surprise someone, you'd be first because you're the closest. Then I'd have to get up the guts to go pick up Tenny because I'm kinda scared she still might kill me. Hehe. No, we should do that sometime! All run and grab Ally at work, demanding for a tour.

OMG! wouldnt that be hilarious!?! rofl!!!! cousin's just sitting there getting ready to give us a tour. i can just imagine it. id have a horrible time not laughing. i wonder how long it would take for her to notice it was us? lmao!

LOL! We could hide behind a bunch of Edward cutouts and see if she guesses? LMAO! I would love to see her face. That'd be so amazing!

Psh! If i seen any of you when i am over there next year you will totally know it is me, cuz most of you, if not all of you, are on my hit list, and if i seen ya all i wouldnt be able to stop my urge to hurt you! LMAO!

lmao tennille. i doubt youre going to magically run into any of us unless you ACTUALLY seek us out to murder us! rofl.

Lol, Tenny! But we could all be nice to each other long enough to surprise Ally, right? Then we could get onto the epic vampire/werewolf war.

You never know, Soph lives like 5 hours away from my Aunt who lives in St Louis. I might make a trip there and then see Soph, and we will seek you out! LMAO!

But yes, i will be civil in the time we are surprising Ally! But before, and then after that, deadness everywhere! LMAO!

Lol. What if I get you an Jake cutout? You could hide behind it. That way, Ally knows which person to run from, LMAO!

hahaha i feel REALLY stupid for telling you that i probably ALSO live a little more than 5 hours away from st. louis... but in the opposite direction lol! im probably closer to 6 hours actually.

As long as i can keep the Jake cut out, then hey, all good! LMAO! But it would be funny to just all turn up at Ally's work and hide behind cut outs. But i think it would be even funnier if we were just there as ourselves, no proof of Twi love at all, and just see if she notices and recognises us! LOL! We wouldnt even stand together, just to see if she noticed! LOL! That would be hilarious!

Hahaha and see Mary, i get Soph first, then go back to Aunty Kims and then we get you, all in one day, sounds like a plan! LOL!

Good, Mary, we can run to St. Louis to hide, so then she'll have to come back and by that time, we'll have a huge army to protect us, okay?

Dont worry, you just told me what you might do, so now i will just have spys at all the ways into St Louis and none of you will get in without getting caught for me! LOL!

But Mary is very creative, as we've decided on Facebook, or I have anyway, so we can come up with a new plan.

hahaha we should just go as ourselves and chill in pairs maybe... and just wait and see if she notices! we cant talk though cause that might give it away! actually maybe we should! and then we could start talking about how we could REALLY go for a pretzel right now. and then ten can be all NO i want a hotdog!! maybe one with some cheese inside?! rofl and then rairai can be NOOO i want some spaghetti! ahahaha and then we could be all... URGH! where's the JUSTICE in the world?! i f'ckin need a smoothie!

ahahaha make her think she was going crazy!

and yes sophie! lmao lets go hide in st. louis!